Melanie Bester

We aren't sure. Just drinking probably

?? what u going to do instead

Hey so I'm cancelling tomorrow. Noone was going to show. Sorry.

K =)

See you Friday?

Hey,
So I had to restore my iPhone to factory defaults last night, so I've lost all of my numbers and photos etc.
If I could grab your number from you, that would be brilliant, or send me a text to 0428 765 262 and let me know who you are.
Fanks ♥

Hey how are u

Hey :)

What's up to today

:P

But that's like saddest of them all. It's my second favorite

The lion king 1 I do like

Not many movies are not sad

It is. I just don't like sad ones usually.

Night old Disneys great .

Goodnight. Talk tomorrow.

I hate sad Disney :P

Lol

Nooooo

Lol it'smy childhood favorite

Lol it'smy childhood favorite

Ew no. There's sads in that move

Haha to to true yoh can totally veg out chill with kids movies but I would have choosen Alice in wonderland the animated one

Kids shows don't require brain function

Garfield y that ?

I'm watching Garfield.

Can't u play a game or something ?

I'm bored :(

What's up ? =)

What's up ? =)

Hey

Hey :)

:/

It's cool =)

Sorry, I got distracted

In town going to Kingston

NM. You?

Hey what's up

Hey what's up

Hey :)

Thanks :)

U can talk to me when ever u want

I'll be fine.

Well hope u arr ok

Just tired and sad

I'm ok

I'm in a similar situation as u. Any way do u want me to drop the subject or u ok ?

I dunno

All I can say is yes try and get a place with talea next year but look for other options because will u and talea find a place before school starts ?

All I can say is yes try and get a place with talea next year but look for other options because will u and talea find a place before school starts ?

Yep.

I'm sorry =( and u staying there till school starts ?

In my nans house and she's in hospital

I don't know what your home life is like but I'll take your word for it . Where u staying in task atm ?

It's better than being at home :(

Think of this way do want to live them then some thing like this happens again and it go's down hill it will be worse but I could be wrong

I just ... I'm moving in with them

I think u should have stuck to what u thought Albright nut its no my right to say

I think u should have stuck to what u thought Albright nut its no my right to say

:/

What ever makes u happy

Eh. Make them happy

U should not roll over for ppl

I'm forgiving

Yeah

U can't




What u just going to foget about it

I'm over it

I don't care.

They noticed but did they know y u did it ?

They noticed if that's what you mean

Well I'm guessing it did not work?

Well I'm guessing it did not work?

I just left. I tried to make a point

=/ Yea u can't tear those 2 apart . So they just want to each other when they were together I got it as well at the park to other day. But hey when ever u feel regected like that again u could talk to me or some one else?

=/ Yea u can't tear those 2 apart . So they just want to each other when they were together I got it as well at the park to other day. But hey when ever u feel regected like that again u could talk to me or some one else?

Idk.

And then talea got a bit pissed

Jimmy followed me around asking if I was okay

Talea

Talea and jimmy ?

You guys are just quiet. Others just plan leave me out of convo.

Not you at all.

Im sorry If I or don made u feel rejected but as u proberbly know don and I are quiet and might have made u feel that way =(

I always get left out on these days and so I'd rather just be alone as opposed to feeling rejected

Hey Mel you all right u seemed a bit down today =/

:)

Ok that is cool

Ok that is cool

Me :P

That's why I chose that time. Talea, Emma, Jimmy, Liam, maybe a couple of others.

Haha everyone is going to that except me :(

Yea I think I'm going to a thing at awol as well at 12 till 1:30 .so where is the BBQ ?

Oi, want to come to a BBQ at 2.30 on Friday? Me, you, talea, jimmy, emma, maybe a couple of others?

I hope you aren't mad at me. If I do anything wrong please tell me because I do feel bad for being emotionally up and down. I just debt really have anyone to talk to at the moment. I get bored shitless and I miss everyone. So yeah I am sorry for being annoying. Ill be my normal slightly too hyper self again soon, I promise. :)

yea hope u are al right now :) im off to bed now night

School, sleep. I was sick yesterday :9

what u been up to ?

Aww sounds FUN!

not good :/ not much just school

Whatcha been up to?

Alright :) Tired if anything, bit unwell, fatigued etc, but not bad.

yea its pretty good hows things for u ?

Hows everything?

hey

Dale!

:D

all right :)

Me either. I'll um ... sort it out.

:/

im not sure :?

Ugh. She'll hate me :(

dont have a mail box there no joke :/

I mean at your new place.

:P

i wont tyell her anything

im leaving in 2 day i dont think i wil get in time :P

She'll kill me. I'll post it to you yeah ? Don't tell her anything ...

need to pack every thing and i have not dpne every thing

but not sure if i will have enough time to

dw its cool if u dont get one. i think i was going to do something tomorropw on friday to catch up with people before i go

my uncle died so i had to go up early

And she will HATE me but I'td been so busy :(

So talea wanted me to get you a card for going away and I haven't yet.

yea i was ment to leave on the 12th but

Shit shit shit.

:/

in 2 days ]

Cool :) when do you leave ??

just have my little bros friends over atm

Not much. You ??

?

whats up

hey

Dale ??

oh my bad

He does :P:P

and he does not have facebook

dont know himm that well :/

nope

U have Jimmys number ?

That's when I finish work, em and I will be there at 2.30. Let me know ??

well im going to be in town from 10 and might be in at 2:30 but not sure:(

. Meet em and I at 2.30 at sandy bay maccas

exams are over. Yes !!!! :D

So I'll be in town about 3.30 with Emma, if you come and meet us we'll all go and look for something :D

yea that would be cool :D

Hey would you be willing to pitch in 10 dollars towards buying talea a bracelet as a combined birthday present ??

:P

i see lol thanks
:P

Its ok. You shall feature shortly :)

tooo late lol

Its ok. You don't have to

oh ok umm k

Its a like for me to answer questions one. I want to do one particular one :P

what does it say ?

Like my status, ? :P

Not much ... mmm...

hey not much u

Heysup? :)

Thanks :D

yea sure i need to find it everything is sorta packed atm. if i find it i will scan it for u :)

Mine got lost. Just wanted a copy :)

1 i think not sure though

Do you have any of our primary school photos ?

my name comes up as fake in m y phone :(

Like if I wrote sorry it comes up as dirty

Autocorrect.

how did dale become save?

lol

oh ok

Awks.

That was suppoxed tp say 'Dale !!'

?

Shit.

Save '?

:p;

because uy slept for 13 hours or so ?

Sleepy :(

I found a coke bottle with my name on it !!!!

Dale e e !!!!

yea sorry :(

Oh :'(

im going to bruny island for the week end with cousins as my mum wont be here :(

It'll be good just to talk anyway.

Why ? Get coffee with me saturday afternoon. We'll talk.

yea im sorta confused atm to

I'm lost.

ah ok :/

I dunno ...

umm what
y would i be :S

Are you mad at me ? Because if you are, I'm begging you to tell me .. :(

Dale ?

i will still see every one

ill becoming down every holidays :)

Dale :)

:( don't stay :( I'll miss you :(

yep most likely :D need to see how long im in Canberra for. and im pretty sure im moving to Canberra during the holidays as well but im not sure might still stay.

And hopefully spend time with you guys ? We need to plan something.

At least the holidays are coming up and u can relax :)

I'm not sure

:( its going to to be ok im sure of it :)

I'm just falling apart.

:/ well if it was about not replying i have been working all day though my GD work thats due tmz and just wanted to get though it in time.

Don't worry ..

umm what ?

I really care for you, you know. I want the best for you and if that means me not being here, its ok.

:'(

I'm fine. Just hurt.

:/ gee thats no good maybe just go sleep for a while

A guy I like ... I'm at home vomiting

yea im good just doing work :/ what who u got rejected by ?

How's you ? I got rejected yesterday.

hey

Dale :)

I do. I deserve it ... :( I know it'll be ok eventually.

hey u dont deserve it :/ everything will be fine

I love being around you guys. It's like the one hting that can still make me smile... But.. I feel bad for the whole James thing. That he doesn't want to hang with you guys when I'm there, that I can't emotionally cope to be there when he is. That Emma's half-upset with him for being awful to her, and I just make things awkward. That I don't want to talk too much about how much I'm hurting over him still because I don't want to affect you guys. And yeah, I'm sick as shit, but I deserved it.

Yeah but I never see you guys ... plus ... I feel ... bad about James.

u dont have to be emma talea and i are here for you :)

I just ... I feel so alone

Dunno Dale. I'm lonely.

?

:'( I .. I ...

oh
:(

Because I was the only one who knew. I found out by reading his messages accidentally. Sigh.

that was a couple of weeks ago right :s still got to sucjk :/ why where u stressed on that day ?
:s

Yeah those :P and because I'd just found out my dad was having an affair.

thats no good :/ y wer u like that when u meet me ? u mean all the boost drinks ?

Stress. When I stress I get sick. And until I'm not stressed I'll be the same. When dad cheated I was like it for weeks. I just didn't tell anyone. When I met you that first time, I was like it. Threw up everything I ate.

aww gee mel thats got to suck :( what happened for this to happen

Still. Still throwing up.

? again or still

I'm sick. :(

hello

Dale ?

I hate it.

pathway planing ? i always hated that stuff. just make it up that's what i did

I have to do this stupid pathways thing on my strengths and weaknesses

I can't help it ...

? you just keep saying sorry and all

What ?

What's wrong ?

mm kay...

I don't know ...

y do u keep saying sorry and i love you :s

I love you ... I'm so sorry.

I'm heading to bed now ... take care ok ?

«hugs»

I'm sorry.

I just don't feel well.

yea mayba

I dunno ... maybe I'll stay home.

yea :( can ema still go with u ?

Ugh. :( shame about the weekend.

nah its ok

Sorry ...

Sick again. :(

?

:'(

y the sad face ?

:(

Yay. Cuddles.

*big big cuddles* lol

*big big cuddles*

yeah :(

well sick is not cool but yea :/

nah all ready sick its cool :P

Yeah. Mutual hugs would be good right about now. except, i'd make you sick. i'm sorry, my complaining probably doesn't help

Sydney ?? yea im going though pretty much the same :/ its annoying

I've just got so much pressure on me from friends, Talea wanting me to sort out stuff for sydney, exam study, james being an asshole to me and emma, and i'm just so tired. my family is so fucked, and i just need a break. i really need just, like some time to get better, get myself sorted, and not being so,,, fakely happy and trying to protect my friends and i just ... so tired.

yea i know what u mean :/ same with me :(

Stress and upsetness... And yeah... Loneliness. Mostly stress. So yeah... I'm ok. Just sleeping and stuff.

oh ouch y is that :( hope u are ok

Like, migraine, vomiting, shakes...

I'm sick :(

napping at this hour :S lol

*hugs* ily. thats ok... im napping...

? *hug* i just had dinner and a shower

Disappointing.

:( I wanted a big hug :(

yea totally i just have heaps of work over this week end and the next with school :(

That sucks !

:(

:(

i dont know if i will be able to go on saturday :(

Ily :) can't wait for saturday, :)

Sweet :)

ok ill talk to mum later bout it :)

Daleeee. Picnic ?

Whatever you can do. This will be mine and Emma s last catch up before exams :)

Let me know asap because I'm working and have to get it off :)

saturday? well i see how much home work i have to do and stuuf and see if i can make it

hey yea some one just pissed me off and just did not want to talk to any one

Are you alright ? Also Emma is keen for saturday :)

Its ok, I went to bed anyway. You ok ?

yea will in a bit just something happened here :/ but it would be pretty cool i have not been out there in years :p ill talk to you tmz :/ so sorry :(

Talea doesn't think she can't come. Can u txt em ?

Omg, richmond would be awesome :) or battery point ? And if Emma and or talea can't come, we'll go anyway. I'm not working so :) yay.

yea picnic would be cool as. could go out to like Richmond for the day or something ??? or something else

Ummmm. Something low key ? I'm broke. But something fun. A picnic. Haha. No. Ideas ?

ok what we going to do? :)

Yeah.

yea lika all of us ?

We need to catch up. Next weekend ?

yea it was good hanged out with emma today but about form that just school :/

Good. How was your weekend ?

(hug)s hey how holiday ?

Hey «hugs»

hey

hey. talk in a bit just having a shower

Dale !

?

Haha. Well good luck. Take care and relax this weekend. See you on sunday when in baCk

i have all the doctor who episodes on my computer but i want to watch the originals again :( but they take to long to download :(

Get a box set and eat soy icecream. Its lovely. And I'm writing them for xmas, so yeah, ima worry :P

cant eat ice cream :( lol no more doctor who it finished till christmass. mel u really dont have to dw about it

Ill do one for you. :)

I was going to write letters to everyone saying positive things about them, why I love them.

Thanks Dale. Just chill out this weekend ? Doctor who, icecream ?

hope it works :)

yea same :(

:( «hugs» I get the whole 4 days off ... but yeah. Just take some time to get away. You need it. I'm always sick so I need this, I'm exhausted

i know how u feel :( good thing i get tomorrow off and leave early on friday :D

Yeah it'll be good, I'm past exhausted and just at the point where I've had enough.

probs a good idea. i think i need to do that as well. so much stuff piling up at the moment

As of tomorrow I won't have a phone for 4 days. I'm going to frecinet and made the decision to get away from work especially but also I just need some stress free time. So just so we all know, I won't be replying to texts but it isn't because I hate you or I'm being anti social :) I still love you. :D

I'm trying. Everyones saying, forget him, move on, get over it. I'm fucking trying :'(

if you want it to end just forget about it

I just ... I'm not sure Dale ... :( it sucks. I just want it to end.

y hav e u fucked you ??? i dont know know what to do in that situation :/

My mum doesn't want me, I haven't seen her for close to a year... and I've totally fucked up ... and I miss James

do what any more ??

:'( I can't do this anymore

Hug ?

:'(

I've just been sad lately. It can't be much fun, but I don't know what else to do.

?

I'm sorry.

i know :(

I'm okay Dale. The last few weeks have just been exceptionally hard for me.

Mm.

ok. to true lol

"I want to fuck you" and "You're beautiful" are generally taken as being hit on.

Uh, yeah.

:/ are u sure he was hitting on you ?:(

I'm so fucking confused. This guy has been hitting on me for weeks now, and now he's telling me he's gay just as I thought I might have liked him. I told him I didn't for weeks because I absolutely adored James. And I don't wanna rebound. I'm not like that. But fuck. I'm so confused.

what?

Guess what ?

«hugs»

yep :/

That really sucks

Nawww :(

to see why i keep getting sick. so there putting me though tests

Whyyy ?

oh ouch thats got to suck :( i think im getting mine done a couple times next week

Sorry. I'm sick, from giving blood.

?/

whats up

hey

Daleeee.

you goin to bed now ?

In bed with talea.

sorryi say " i guess" all the time i just meaning it as yes

You guess ?

oh cool hugs yes i guess :/

Not much. At taleas hugs ?

whats up?

hey

Dale e

iv been sick all week . must have been something i ate

What's wrong ?

im sick at home :/

Wanna come chill with me ? I gotta wait for Lea to finish work

:)

dw bout it u can stop apologizing bout it :)

I'm just really sorry. I've been down and tired lately and because of how things happened with James ... well I guess I'm a bit lonely too. Obviously family stuff has added to it. Thankyou guys for being so amazing. You've been so supportive to a degree I don't deserve. It means so much to me.

:)

its fine :0]

For everthinh

why

yea ?

You ok ?

irs ok dw about it we all go though tough times :)

I'll be okay. Ill move on in time. I promise. I'm so sorry you've had to put up with me. I really am. I'm an awful friend

Performing felt so pointless.

I know Dale ... I know. I just don't know how right now. I just can't forget the little things and how happy they made me. And now it's gone ... :(

its only going to make u hurt more the longer u hold on :(

I'm trying to let go :'(

i now and it must be hard but some thing u just have to let go :(

I miss him.

oh :s ok thats a bit weird

To tell me I'm depressed and they want me to leave him alone. Basically

it will be 6 soon then u can do your performace.y did james mum send u a message ?

And James mum just messaged me and now I'm in tears

I'm sitting at school being exceptionally hungry and lonely and angry

good :P what u up to ?

Im fine.

I know. :( its ok though

:(

I'm used to it. My family isn't very supportive

:/ still its nice to have some one there as well

I'm only singing

oh :( you sure

Talea is sick too :( but yeah. I'm okay, it doesn't matter.

oh :( i would come if i was not sick :( what y wont they go ? maybe ask talea or some one :)

Just have a production on at 6. Nothing to do before and noone in my family will go.

not much went home sick :/ u ?

What you up to this afternoon or evening ?

hey

Hey.

Dale ?

I can't do this.

im sure it will be all right :(

I feel like I'm having a melt down. I love him so much.

:( thats not good :'(

Hes dumping me tomorrow to my face. And I can't handle it

whats the matter

:'( oh my god :'(

:'( it sucks. I love him.

yea i think he might be :/

Sorry. I should just go, hey ?

He's trying to break up with me

That's the message James just sent me. Along with 'I dont mean it Mel, I am sorry, look at me, almost everything I say hurts you, what kind of person does that?'

? what u mean

I dont know Mel, I really dont know anything right now, I am sorry, just leave me be ...... what is that supposed to mdan ? :'(

I'm trying.

yea i understand just dw

I know. I just love him so much.

yea i knowwhat u mean. dont worrie bout him im sure he still loves u

Well I don't want to be the jealous girlfriend. I really don't. It does worry me a bit becausd he's said for three days he's too sick to see me. But it's ok I guess

so u cant give him his teddy bear. and your worried bout him ? :P

I think so , yeah

so hes at another girls house ?

A teddy bear. But he's with a girl friend of his tonight.

did u get something for james ?

yeas

Dale ...

not for to long though ? ewell i gtg ttyl :)

I just hurt people.

No I'm keeping to myself. I don't wanna upset anyone. Caused too much pain.

you should not feel like shitl are u talking with emma yet ?:/

:'(

I'm not ... I understand. I just feel like shit.

yea sorry i am atm dubnno how long. well she is at work atm. she is not the sort of person to hold a grudge :/

You on chat ?

I'm trying. :( I really am.

just give it some time maybe

But I did. I am the bad guy here and I feel

no you dont do anything wrong

hey

I have a preposition. Text me for an explanation.

Send me a text, my fb phone is about to die 0428765262. I love silence and the end of all things, the doctor is dying, everything is ending.

i cant stop playing there songs argh y did u do this lol

Theyre incredible. By far my favorite thing in the world.

haha just listen to some of there songs :p there pretty good haha

They have awesome music. :)

really hahah nice ill look them up:P

Yeah a really good one. Their songs are about doctor who.

chameleon circuit ... nope never heard of them . are they a band ?

Hey have you heard of chameleon circuit :) theyre amazing

Yeah I think so.

oh in the big building ? apartment place?

Monsters ! Clowns !

yea :( what happing in thext episode

Yeah wasn't great but still. So sad. Especially older amy dying. :c

the episodes pretty sad but the endd it bad i think

Aaaaagh its awful. So sad. :( I cried in the pandorica opens and this one.

i almost cryed in that one haha

I cry pretty much every episode of doctor who.

hey dont cry im sure its goin to be ok :)

I'm crying. Its so sad. And I don't usually :)

yea that has to suck just dont let it bring you down :/ yea its a good episode

Just sick of bearing consequences of my families misakes. Watching doctor who. Love it.

yea as soon as i got home mum made dinner and then i got a message from you . i was thinking of going to bed as well but i want to watch tv later so im going to be so titred y you annoyed ? yea to was good really enjoyed it

Really ? Not much just being given more cake. Then ill go to bed. I'm tired and a bit annoyed. Lol. Fun today ?

wbu

not much only sorta got home :/

What's up ? :D

hey

:D hewwo.